Hi ๐๐ฝ โฎ๏ธ Thank u for checking out this post. This is a drawing I completed this past January, โ19. The idea for this piece โ the entire inspiration, actually โ came from the song โPraying,โ by Kesha. I heard this song โ and saw the music video โ online, and i rly liked it. It drew me in, rly strongly. Link to the song:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tLR3Gqz5PEs โฏ๏ธ The song repeats the phrase โI hope youโre somewhere prayingโ. This โyouโ is not identified in the song. So, the person whoโs being addressed is not identified. But in my interpretation, this โyouโ can easily refer to God. Even though God doesnโt pray to anyone, I donโt think (since โheโs the supreme being and thereโs nothing greater than him/itโ is the logic, I think) โ the โyouโ in this line can still refer to him. The way in which it could refer to god would be (addressing him); โI hope youโre at peace, and I donโt have any venomous feelings towards you. I release you, and I am letting all the hurt you have given me, go.โ So, the term โprayingโ here wouldnโt be a literal praying, but a figurative term for being ok โ at peace. The speaker (or Kesha) is telling god โI hope you are at peace. And I release you.โ This interpretation of mine is supported by many other verses in the song, like: โWell, you almost had me fooled โ told me that I was nothing without youโ (the opening lines); โYou brought the flames and you put me through hell โ I had to learn how to fight for myselfโ; โAfter everything youโve done, I can thank you for how strong I have becomeโ; and โIโll just say this is I wish you farewell.โ These verses can all, together, refer to God. Again, it backs up the idea that the speaker is peacefully letting god go. Itโs a really beautiful and unique idea, that one โhopes God is somewhere, โpraying.โ Itโs a unique way to express oneโs releasing of god. To be honest, Iโm not sure if the singer/songwriter (Kesha) would say that this interpretation of mine is valid (regarding her song). But at the same time, one of the beauties of music, lyrics and all art is that the audience can interpret itโฆrather than there being no chance of more than one interpretation. Or โanswerโ, as in math and other things. *Also: I researched a bit about Kesha online, and learned that she does believe in god/a higher power. But maybe the song is sung from part of her that lets go of the idea of god. (Because โ you know โ weโre multidimensional beings. All of humanity is, Iโm sure.) Or maybe the song is sung from the perspective of someone else. Someone else who is letting god go. In which case my hypothesis would still hold valid, and the โyouโ in the song could refer to god. I hope all these theories of mine about the song are strong/good.. โPrayingโ is a really beautiful song โ I loved it. I think itโs one that a lot of people should hear/listen to. Just like how the song โPrayingโ, in my personal interpretation, features someone letting god go, my drawing depicts a woman doing the same. Sheโs addressing god (depicted with the multi colored shapes and lines), telling him that โshe hopes heโs somewhere, prayingโ (words borrowed from the song). The woman is physically abused, mentally ill, and alone, in life. That may or may not be the reason why she says goodbye to god. In addition: the drawing depicts some aspects of the suffering and unbearableness of life. Things like war, murder, mental illness, slavery, and homelessness are symbolized by my renderings of a bomb, a gun, psychiatric medication, chained hands, and a family living on a street. I thought Iโd include the idea of lifeโs misery in general, in addition to the womanโs specific misery, to strengthen the message of letting god go. Of there being too much misery in life for a benevolent god. -Iโm not actually saying to my audience to let god go โ itโs more of a spotlight on the idea. A highlighting of the concept, itself . I personally believe in a god//a higher power (just like Kesha does. hehe ๐). But I donโt blame people who donโt. I think their position (of unbelief) is a legitimate position too, considering everything. -I believe in an afterlife very stronglyโฆ so I guess by default I have to believe in an entity that administers (or is in control of) that afterlife. (Thatโs not the only reason I believe in a higher power, though ๐ฌ). -Iโm really confused as to the level of suffering around us, though. I think that some suffering โ up to a certain level โ does give you good character, and so on. Very strongly. It gives you sensitivity to and empathy with other peopleโs pain and etc., very much so. But sometimes life is unbearable. I donโt know what the point of that is. Thatโs something Iโm grappling with. As in; I know you canโt have a rainbow without the rain, but sometimes the rain is an outpour. And itโs freezing. And it goes on for seemingly forever. So, I donโt necessarily see any meaningfulness in that. I donโt see why life has to be insanely bad, sometimes. The unbearable-ness of life (poverty, mental illness, domestic abuse, crime, etc.) is something I canโt quite understand why. But Iโm trying to.. And Iโm open to whatever answer may come to me, of course. hehe ok ty๐๐ฝ