You just have to live to the best of your ability. Suicide is not an option. Do what you love to do; that will really help you keep living. Just make it to the finish line, which is natural death. | Dysfunction (living life in a dysfunctional way), suicide, and trying to attain a life that is not meant for you (you know it in your gut…) are all not good choices, at all. You really just have to take good care of yourself, live–not get so panicked, fearful, and distressed that you don’t feel like living, anymore–and live life on your own terms. Meaning; don’t force anything on yourself that you don’t wanna do. Life is about choices, obviously. If you want to go into art and cinema, go into that. If you’d rather go into editing, writing, and research, then that’s what you should probably do. The thing with employment/gainful employment is that you have to like what you do, and you have to build a life for yourself that you actually like being in. You have to want to live your life; I think that’s why finding your passion is so important. If you don’t like your work, then every day will just be similar to a military regimen that you simply just have to get through. Every day becomes a battle. why suffer like that?
Three things that are off the table:
- dysfunctionality
- suicide
- unhappiness, unnecessary struggle—forcing yourself to do something that you really don’t wanna do.
-if you follow this outline or plan, you’ll get full functionality, a natural course of life, and happiness.
-you have to do it for your own health (your hygiene, physical health, stress reduction); your life; and your happiness.
-forget the haters. Everybody’s a judge, but nobody has a right to judge. (It seems like everybody’s a judge, or an expert on how bad you are, of an individual. But nobody has the right to judge, in the first place. 🥺🤘🏽 so that’s one severe problem we have, in life.)
-god doesn’t expect anything from you, except ‘do no harm.’ That’s literally it.
-I myself dont f****** care, anymore. 🥺🥲🤘🏽
-goodbye 💟🎵💙
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