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Sometimes I wish I had a real cause or movement that I can grasp onto and turn to for purpose and concrete meaningfulness. I mean I feel I have spirituality and the idea of god; and I have visual art, and literature. (I consume a lot of books, and I like to look at drawings…

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If I had to choose one movement or cause in life, one to really look to as the most important thing, it might be spirituality.  Spirituality to me includes self help and mental health; it includes religion and finding peace with all circumstances of life, regardless of their negative impact on our lives. Literature, movies…

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I don’t really have strong interest in the negative moments of life; I think they’re there as guideposts towards the positive. Every cloud has a silver lining, and life is extremely brief and transitory. If ‘there’s nothing’ after death, no one would know about it. But if there’s grace and peace after death, then it’s…

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I feel that with the resources that are available to me, the sketchbooks and pens; the journals; the documentaries and biopic films; the music in the candid style that I enjoy; the books and memoirs; with these accessible resources, I don’t feel that I have a true reason to be sad. I mean I don’t…

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‘No, I didn’t say that; that’s not an accurate representation of what I said.’ I didn’t do anything wrong, actually. I feel like this stance is a repeated pattern or chorus in my life. I feel like I’m on the defense more than is natural. Other people are normal players in the drama of life,…

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I think the reason why I couldn’t ‘find myself’ in my English literature program in college is because it wasn’t the right environment for me. It wasn’t because I wasn’t smart enough or diligent enough to succeed in this academic opportunity; it was mainly because it wasn’t suited for me; it wasn’t suited for my…

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I think I’m gonna go for graphic design, illustration, animation, and hopefully textile design, for my work//for my career. I’ll work day jobs in elementary school tutoring and in other things, in case I can’t find a job right away in the aforementioned visual arts careers. I’ve sort of figured something out for myself, I’ve…

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I don’t think my life has been the easiest to get through. But life is indeed hard for some people. God gives the hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. I’m actually glad that I’ve toughed it out for as long as I have; I feel that I might have paid off all my spiritual dues,…

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If I ever go back to school—if I ever go back to college, if I ever decide to go back to the ‘formal education’ thing; if i ever continue my education by expanding on my original discipline, or by taking on a different discipline//area of focus—I will probably go for a focus in drawing and…

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Why do I feel I need emotional comfort and security? I had almost died of loneliness one time in 2015, when I was alone in my family’s townhouse for about three weeks—my sibling and mother had went overseas to the UAE, where dad was working at the time; it was something of a necessary trip…

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