I’ve been unsure of my future, lately. I didn’t really know what I wanted to do with my life. I didn’t want to do assignments or logistical work, and so I strayed away from corporate and nonprofit work—activities that would further a cause or help an entity in some way. I’m not inclined towards cognitive…
Read More“lost and confused” is part of the process. it’s all connected; everything is part of it. small update on stuff so far. Part II
Hey you guys. The (phone) interview didn’t go that great…The nice lady told me right off the bat that they actually filled the position already…But she was nice enough to refer me to other organizations and opportunities in the community. :3 I’m currently applying for receptionist work in my local area while I complete a…
Read More:3 thx for reading this. this is a “pre-journal” about my upcoming fall ’23 class.
Why do people believe what they do about themselves and others? Where does self-image and perception of others come from? Why are we so skewed in our perception of ourselves and others? Why does everyone see things in different ways? Are we all right/are we all correct? *Where does low self esteem come from? Why…
Read More“lost and confused” is part of the process. It’s all connected; everything is part of it. -small update on stuff so far..
I made some chicken salad for lunch, today. I poured some store-bought raspberry vinaigrette dressing over it. I drank a cup of tea with milk, afterwards. I also picked my mom up from Walmart where she was doing some grocery shopping; we drove home and I put the groceries away in the kitchen. ~ My…
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I don’t understand why certain things happened, but I suppose it doesn’t matter. Life is suffering. I tend to suspect that certain rumors and fabrications about me have circulated around, and that most listeners or bystanders have believed them. Job is my patron saint, yellow is my favorite color, god is my witness. I don’t…
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I shouldn’t have stressed about it so much. Nothing even matters, I should stop my obsession. | I’m actually putting together a poetry collection, a collection of poems, prose poems, vignettes, and micro-essays that I’ve written over the years. I started writing seriously during my sophomore year of college, I think; at age 20 or…
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I’ve never been involved in politics, because I’m not political. I’ve never been involved in academia, because I’m not academic. I’m not anything, in fact. I like creative writing, art/illustration, videography, and photography, and I’m gonna try to focus on these areas while I work day jobs. It’s funny, ‘cause I don’t really feel that…
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I think my main purpose in life is to know god, serve him, and follow his ways. I believe in god, a higher spirit. I’m the type of person that needs a good reason for why I’m here on this earth, or else nothing else makes much sense. And I think even atheists and agnostics…
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Sometimes I wish I had a real cause or movement that I can grasp onto and turn to for purpose and concrete meaningfulness. I mean I feel I have spirituality and the idea of god; and I have visual art, and literature. (I consume a lot of books, and I like to look at drawings…
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Why do I feel I need emotional comfort and security? I had almost died of loneliness one time in 2015, when I was alone in my family’s townhouse for about three weeks—my sibling and mother had went overseas to the UAE, where dad was working at the time; it was something of a necessary trip…
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