:3 short essay

I don’t understand why certain things happened, but I suppose it doesn’t matter. Life is suffering. I tend to suspect that certain rumors and fabrications about me have circulated around, and that most listeners or bystanders have believed them. Job is my patron saint, yellow is my favorite color, god is my witness. I don’t…

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:3

I’ve never been involved in politics, because I’m not political. I’ve never been involved in academia, because I’m not academic. I’m not anything, in fact. I like creative writing, art/illustration, videography, and photography, and I’m gonna try to focus on these areas while I work day jobs.  It’s funny, ‘cause I don’t really feel that…

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c:

I think my main purpose in life is to know god, serve him, and follow his ways. I believe in god, a higher spirit.  I’m the type of person that needs a good reason for why I’m here on this earth, or else nothing else makes much sense. And I think even atheists and agnostics…

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c:

Sometimes I wish I had a real cause or movement that I can grasp onto and turn to for purpose and concrete meaningfulness. I mean I feel I have spirituality and the idea of god; and I have visual art, and literature. (I consume a lot of books, and I like to look at drawings…

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c:

Why do I feel I need emotional comfort and security? I had almost died of loneliness one time in 2015, when I was alone in my family’s townhouse for about three weeks—my sibling and mother had went overseas to the UAE, where dad was working at the time; it was something of a necessary trip…

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:3

I don’t want this blog post (or essay) to be any sort of manifesto on my disinterest in the macro- and mezzo-level elements of life. I don’t intend for this essay to be a statement on my disinterest in (socio)political affairs. But I would like it if this essay can be seen as a thesis…

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Select Publications

the below are some works that I somehow got published. 😛 thank you** for checking ‘em out. Select Writing ⤵️ a poem published by The Pangolin Review literary magazine: https://docs.wixstatic.com/ugd/e869c8_ce11de2ca3f2481d810b427d2733de31.pdf-here is the link to the main site of The Pangolin Review: https://thepangolinreview.wixsite.com/mypoetrysite a poem published by Volition, the undergraduate literary magazine of George Mason University: https://www.instagram.com/p/4hGUq-APV2/ a poem published by Zaum,…

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