“lost and confused” is part of the process. it’s all connected; everything is part of it. small update on stuff so far. Part II

Hey you guys. The (phone) interview didn’t go that great…The nice lady told me right off the bat that they actually filled the position already…But she was nice enough to refer me to other organizations and opportunities in the community. :3 I’m currently applying for receptionist work in my local area while I complete a…

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prose poem

elements, essential substances  Spending my waking hours on my daily chores and errands gives me a certain clarity and purpose. I spent eight years getting through college. I don’t know why I didn’t just drop out halfway and look for greener pastures, something more hands-on, something more fulfilling for me. I’m often impulsive, but I…

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The Last Ones Left

We’re the last ones left, you and me—the ones who aren’t about drama. I thought I left the drama in high school, in college, in petty circles at my faith group in my neighborhood—my temple, my mosque and faith-based community. But no; drama is everywhere, you can’t avoid it. As long as there are people,…

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:3

I’m ok. I’m ok. Not knowing when and where the joy will come. Maybe it’s here already.  Angels are singing already.  It’s in my heart, it shines off the copper earrings and bracelet I wear.  It’s all around me, and in me. I am air on certain days, fire in others;  earthy and rainy in…

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c:

Bodies of Water Bodies of water are blueish-green, clear blue, dark blue holy sites. But is there enough purpose and meaning in that? A body of water trapped in an indifferent universe must justify its own existence,
 just like a self-conscious sacred spot
 must ask itself “why am I here?” Being a refuge for others…

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A Booklet called Swirl – which helps with the worrying thoughts and anxieties that go through your mind.

Hii 🙂 Worry and anxiety is something we all experience. We all feel it at point or another, sadly 😦  Events trigger it. Situations trigger it. Some people even have a predisposition to it. And some people have full blown anxiety disorders, like Generalized Anxiety Disorder, or obsessive compulsive disorder, or anything else involving feelings…

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07/15/2019

“Life is not always a comfortable ride. Everybody’s got scars that they hide.” (-Mike Posner, “Be As You Are.”  Link to the song:) Thought I’d mention all the problems I have in my life – list them. Because, why not. lol  ⤵️⤵️ my problems in life are: schizoaffective disorder don’t have friends My mom and sister…

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nov. 27, 2018

Hi/salam. ☀️ * I got this incense burner, recently ⤴️. Incense is used a lot in Sudan (where i’m from), India, the Levant, gulf countries… many other places, too. – this smoke took five minutes 🙂  [u can hardly see it tho, I think, in this pic..😎] I thought the mas’haf (copy of quran) would…

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