I am strong, God is my strength I’m not sure why negative things happen. I know that words have the power to heal. Words, music, time, and the human hand and touch. Yellow tulips, custard, and all thing yellowy, must never be forgotten or left out. Nor abandoned, hidden. I’m not who I used to…
Read More“lost and confused” is part of the process. it’s all connected; everything is part of it. small update on stuff so far. Part II
Hey you guys. The (phone) interview didn’t go that great…The nice lady told me right off the bat that they actually filled the position already…But she was nice enough to refer me to other organizations and opportunities in the community. :3 I’m currently applying for receptionist work in my local area while I complete a…
Read More:3 thx for reading this. this is a “pre-journal” about my upcoming fall ’23 class.
Why do people believe what they do about themselves and others? Where does self-image and perception of others come from? Why are we so skewed in our perception of ourselves and others? Why does everyone see things in different ways? Are we all right/are we all correct? *Where does low self esteem come from? Why…
Read More“lost and confused” is part of the process. It’s all connected; everything is part of it. -small update on stuff so far..
I made some chicken salad for lunch, today. I poured some store-bought raspberry vinaigrette dressing over it. I drank a cup of tea with milk, afterwards. I also picked my mom up from Walmart where she was doing some grocery shopping; we drove home and I put the groceries away in the kitchen. ~ My…
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I don’t really understand most things in life. It was hard to simply make it this far. No one knows why anything happens. I hope things go much better in the future. I get paralyzed by negative emotions; fear, worry, anger, indignation. Most of what I do or say will hardly matter 100 years from…
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I don’t understand why certain things happened, but I suppose it doesn’t matter. Life is suffering. I tend to suspect that certain rumors and fabrications about me have circulated around, and that most listeners or bystanders have believed them. Job is my patron saint, yellow is my favorite color, god is my witness. I don’t…
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elements, essential substances Spending my waking hours on my daily chores and errands gives me a certain clarity and purpose. I spent eight years getting through college. I don’t know why I didn’t just drop out halfway and look for greener pastures, something more hands-on, something more fulfilling for me. I’m often impulsive, but I…
Read Morethis is our home, that’s the kitchen
I shouldn’t have stressed about it so much. Nothing even matters, I should stop my obsession. | I’m actually putting together a poetry collection, a collection of poems, prose poems, vignettes, and micro-essays that I’ve written over the years. I started writing seriously during my sophomore year of college, I think; at age 20 or…
Read MoreThe Last Ones Left
We’re the last ones left, you and me—the ones who aren’t about drama. I thought I left the drama in high school, in college, in petty circles at my faith group in my neighborhood—my temple, my mosque and faith-based community. But no; drama is everywhere, you can’t avoid it. As long as there are people,…
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You didn’t know it would be so difficult; everything in your life has to be done by you, almost. You’re consumed by fear, anxiety, paranoia, depression. Music, poetry, and mindfulness meditation make it better, it gives you a new perspective. You couldn’t really understand why things happened the way they did. The dots do connect…
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