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I, like many people, wanted to do something tangible and practical to help certain causes in the world. I wanted to make a huge impact; something astronomical. But I recently realized that I, like most people, don’t have things like nonprofit leadership experience; business savvy (helping people through helping to make available good-paying jobs–rewarding types…

I’ve been looking around for work, for the past year or so. I’ve interviewed at five different jobs, and I’ve applied to a total of about ten. Nothing really panned out, I’m still unemployed.     But there is a bit of good news and additional narrative that balances out the situation; I’m starting school…

I didn’t know that most of what I do is ineffective, most of my techniques and efforts are ineffective. I’m trying to live life normally, and as beneficially as I can; beneficially for myself and for others. I don’t really see it as a competitive game, wherein others’ wins indicate my own loss, or anybody…

I often felt that it was a little hard for me to find people that I fit in with well and felt comfortable with. I currently go to school online, I’m in online classes and everything. (They start next month.) I guess it was hard for me to make friends in life. In terms of…

I used to think that I won’t be able to find peace of mind, that this mindset and way of being doesn’t apply to me, because of the severity of my problems. ‘My specific problems are too much—that’s why I’m excluded from peacefulness and serenity. It can’t apply, in my case.’ But it does, I…

I used to think that every victory and happy moment comes with a lot of pain and discomfort. But I’m starting to not assign too much meaning to the things that happen. Everything simply is, it’s part of existence. I don’t read into the negative things with too much intensity and devotion, anymore. Everything that’s…

I’ve had so many difficult moments in my life. And I suffered for it—unnecessarily, at times. I used to subconsciously think that the defining moments of my life were the very difficult, embarrassing, less-fine moments; the ugly and perplexing moments, the ones that casted me in a negative light. But why highlight the worst moments…

It’s been kind of difficult, it’s been really weird. I want to say ‘that’s cool’ to everyone who’s managed to overcome the negativity in their own life, and live as if nothing is going on, nothing bad is happening. It’s all good; I’m still gonna get an oil change in a couple of months. I’ll…

Today, I sent my dad an important document regarding my FAFSA. I sent it through email. I made my mom a grilled cheese. I had went to the mall about a week ago, and I visited the bookstore inside. I found and bought Angela’s Ashes. I had read ‘Tis when I was a teenager. I…