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It’s been kind of difficult, it’s been really weird. I want to say ‘that’s cool’ to everyone who’s managed to overcome the negativity in their own life, and live as if nothing is going on, nothing bad is happening. It’s all good; I’m still gonna get an oil change in a couple of months. I’ll…

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I think my main purpose in life is to know god, serve him, and follow his ways. I believe in god, a higher spirit.  I’m the type of person that needs a good reason for why I’m here on this earth, or else nothing else makes much sense. And I think even atheists and agnostics…

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Well, I just think I need to get over the blockages and mental pain and emotional paralysis that I keep experiencing. Freedom is on the other side of whatever it is that’s bothering me. My main challenges these days are the rumors and negative words that I suspect are going on behind my back; negative…

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I think I’ve often been in various altercations with different people—to this day, I can’t really understand why. It seems that a great number of people, more than is usual, have had a negative reaction to me, and we had ended up in altercations, in fights and negative interactions.  In my own experience, I’ve found…

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The more I try to pinpoint exactly what I mean, and the more I try to write something profound and deeply moving, the further this aim evades me.  I like the color yellow a lot, I don’t know why. My bedroom when I was little was sponge-painted yellow. I think this might be the root…

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I feel that I don’t really have a clear sense of direction, a lot of the time. This lack of direction is mixed with fear, and bitterness over certain things that had happened to me in the past. I also tend to get severely impatient and uneasy with the lack of progress I’ve made so…

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I think I might have figured something out about myself: in regards to the creative sector, I’m more of a craftsperson and a fine arts practitioner, a practicing visual artist. This is why I have such a difficult time adjusting to aspects of visual media that are “allied arts,” or semi-art—disciplines that are related to…

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I’m not sure of how exactly I’m going to go about choosing a career; I’m not sure what exactly I should do. I thought that after I had ‘formally left’ the writing/editing/research aspiration, that I would be sailing through life, at that point. After I had had some exposure to literary and academic work, and…

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hey. :3 These are some anthologies that I’ve been in. | I’ve also been published in print editions of my college’s literary magazine–Volition literary magazine, the undergraduate literary mag. of George Mason University. -and I’ve also been in print editions of Doll Hospital Journal, a print literary journal on mental health. (It’s based in the…

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